PROFILE

Name: WILLIE CHAN KAH WAI
Birthday: 15/07/1989
Gender: Male
MSN: willie_6775@hotmail.com
Email: Email Me

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~~Tuesday, October 09, 2007~~

7:48 PM

I'm stressed. Out of a sudden, i've suddenly lost my direction in life. For the past 2years, all i've think is get to aerospace engineering through my course. but i just have to screw it up myself by not doing well enough and got into some process automation shit instead. i'm not saying it's not good, but i just lost all that i've initially planned. And worse, i've to fail my Emaths3 and have the prospect of wasting another one semester in TP. And i'm still feeling sore over the fact i failed as i did study for the paper. Maybe i'm really just plain stupid =(

Morale have never hit so low in my life before. I nearly just broke down(but i didn't) when i chant yestereday. And nothing seems to make me feel better. Recently, i just don't wanna give in as much to people anymore. i don't know why. maybe i'm just feeling down(and selfish) and wants to be the one on the receiving end instead. But somehow, it just wouldn't materlise. Instead, people will just tell me 'why always ask you help then you wouldn't help?' or 'ask you do things always never do' etc. But do you guys ever realise, I've a life too, i'll help whenever i can, but not when i'm not in the condition to do so. So, sorry if you think i'm being unhelpful or something.

Anyways, i've been rather unkind to the wonderful girl recently. i'm really sorry. i really cannot help it. i always felt bad everytime after i'm mean to you. i know it's the wrong time to expect so much from you. Sorry for being so petty. i promise to go back to normal. forgive me alright?

On a lighter note, i'm looking forward to friday!! yay! :D

wil-

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wil-